Ok, So today I am in one of those moods that if somebody says the wrong thing to me, heads will roll. This whole week has been very painful, irritating, and depressing for me.

First on my shit list, my tattoo is peeling off. I stay up till 5 in the morning getting the mother fucker done and the next day I go to sleep and wake up with it rubbing off! Like a mother fucking tattoo from the dollar tree! Have you ever had a huge blister that just popped and then your skin gets really raw and hurts a lot but you can't do anything about it until it heals? well that's me right now. Or a really bad burn! I guess that's a better example. Because you can't put the wrong thing on it or else it just makes things worse, and you get raw as hell, and can't put a mother fucking band aid on it! man!

Next on my shit list, there are just some really stupid people that are pissing me off right now. They flirt with MY husband, and then call MY unborn child stupid. I mean seriously? I guess I should start from the beginning with this story. My friend has had a big ass crush on my husband for the longest time. She dated his brother, ripped him off, and had a one night stand the next day WITH my husband (before him and I ever got together). And that's all my husband says it was, was a one night stand. They were both drunk, she came onto him and jumped on him like a kid on Santa's lap. So, anyway, even now she tries to get with my husband! I know she won't get far with it, but that's not the point. I trust my husband. I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me, and I know he would never lay with another woman besides me ever, but it just still pisses me off that she's trying so hard!

So the next part of this story.
Me and my husband are trying to have a child, because as you have seen from my other journals, he is going into the military. His request was that we try get pregnant before he goes into basic training. Well, this girl finds out, and tells my husband that my UNBORN, CONCEIVED CHILD, is stupid! Really? Your going to call her/him stupid? Why? Because you won't be carrying it? I would just like to kill the bitch like ZAP! gone! And do you want to know the saddest part of this whole story? This girl, used to be my closest friend in the whole world. We used to do everything together. Shit, we even took a bath together a couple times when we were a little younger. It's sad that things go that way......right? Man! I need a cigarette now!